First Meeting

I was very thrill to attend to the first meeting, but It wasn’t that excited but I enjoyed it. If you mention my name and whoever attend to the first meeting would be more exciting. and also another question sisnce I have one year free member ship do I still have to pay $30 month for membership to access the members’s site?
I am doing a job that I berely make my living with two teenagers. I am not sure how I am going to pay another $30.00 month payments at this time. I am it proffessional going to shool advancement in the career so I you have some partime work I would do it or any tech work I would trade my expertice for the membership If I have to pay. I know every thing we do have cost to it but if we trade our service then have no cost to both parties. I am also thinking every day how live better life or imortal life and pass it another. I like to share all my thought and talant, I am fully integrated thinker. I am look forward to attend to your secound meeting next month. see you then MR. Hamilton