Finally, real solutions that work

I am truly grateful I am for being selected as a member of the “Society”. From a young age I always believed there had to be a better way. That life was more than just graduation and getting a job I hated to have the money to enjoy when I am not working. Over the many years I have invested a ton of money on books, tapes and meetings just “rah-rah” meetings and nothing more. It always saddens me to find the books I invested in and paid top dollar for, only to turn up at someones garage sale for mere pennies. A huge thanks to the manuscripts and online meetings. As a newbie I am already seeing changes in myself and without really trying. The numbers I used to dread are now “fun” to hunt out the story they are trying to tell. Power thinking and mini days are starting to really take hold.
One question/concern that does worry me is the feeling of falling behind. I read each manuscript cover to cover. And, I have reread a number of sections to make sure I have a clear understanding. Is this feeling normal and how do I shake it off. And, is there a timeline I could follow to make sure I keep on track?