Lizard Brain

First, thank you for finding me. I am so grateful to you for your essence. Without it, no one here would know that there is indeed a better life waiting for us all.

I have struggled my entire existence just to keep up with the 8-ball. With your teachings and written works I have discovered that I have multiple essences. The thing that I am having trouble with is that I live in no man’s land. A town of 500 year round residents but one that gets filled with over 3 million people in the summer. I do not have the resources to go forward with my Friday-Night Essence(s). I guess what I am asking is for help. I hate asking for it, I have made it a point to never ask for it. My father raised me to know how to do everything for myself so that I would never have to depend on someone, but here I am, I am stuck. I don’t know how to proceed. I am extremely creative and I always have been. I make a lot of things with my hands, from jewelry to furniture to paintings to writing books and short stories. I love to learn. I have thousands of textbooks that I have read multiple times. I love to learn anything and everything but I feel like I am missing something. Something that may be insignificant or it may me monumental. I just don’t know. I need someone to brainstorm with who can carry on an intelligent conversation. I have always been on my own. My whole family was taken from me and my husband will never know about this society because he is an abusive narcissist that I avoid at all costs.

Anyway, that is probably more information than you needed to know, but I didn’t know how else to say it. I have a creative mind and extremely hot healing hands. I just need someone to talk things through with who is not going to ignore what I am saying and who will be supportive. I don’t have any of that where I am. So yes, that is my request. Will someone please listen and help me and my lizard brain so that I can get everything wonderful that life has to offer?