I found out how I got what I GOT today! Thank you! My Heart is Singing!!

I got that I was concentrating on Mark as a Being. Focusing on his form, I find it easier to concentrate. I stayed that way for perhaps quite a while. After that quite a while passed, I started becoming One-Pointed. I was thrilled! I got that I was creating Value by becoming a valid human Being! I felt my worth! The instant I felt my worth,, in a second the feeling of worth was gone! What a thrill! A Taste of what to me is The Absolute validity of my existence! It was Gone, Yes! I started contemplating that Space of the existence of Gone! Since what was Gone from my Conscious Witnessing, was absolutely Gone, I felt a giggle and I did just that Giggle! I realized that I experienced “Seeing” – right in front of me; What Empty Looks Like! It felt very good to experience Being so Empty that I felt magnified and amplified as a Spiritual “Beingness”! At that moment I recognized that I was Playing “Creating Value”, and the Value I created was Feeling what Reed must have felt to be made a Flute that can be Played after it became empty! Had it not been first empty, IT wouldn’t have had the Space to create the Music it Sounds beautifully had it been stuffed instead of in the State of emptiness! I thought of the VOID! I was curious at the magickal moment I was going Through! The VOID now means a whole different world to me. IT is where Space of NO-THING is! Such Impeccable, Invincible Space of Empty! Right now, I am experiencing the fundamental Nature of “Holding Space” that Mark does during the Q and A period. It is not just a Thought, Holding Space is staying empty so that the one asking question experiences being Seen and Heard! I meditated on Mark’s Action, of Holding Space for Questions that come up. That is the bottom line of the contemplation I ended up with! I am right now blown away by Mark’s Attitudinal Growth! Hooray! I got myself a Great Mentor! He is Impeccable in Holding Space! Beautiful, Beautiful, Like THAT! Thank you Mark! Much Love and Gratitude, Lotus N, Airmont, New York. Namaste!
PS I went through the three steps of Absorption! Gee! It was an Experience, absorbing the Three Steps! In my own experience of what’s True for me, this is how the three steps unfolded for me!