Like some others, Humbled and Excited

Thankyou Mark Hamilton for seeing in me something that if I ever had it I had certainly lost it. If I get no further than this first secret meeting let me say that it has been the best thing to happen to me in a long time. The birth of my son was indeed a highlight but along the way I seem to have drifted. I feel as though I was lost but now am found, to badly para-phrase some one else. I am excited to learn and excited to be mentally challenged by these new ( to me ) thoughts. I am in the third Heirloom book and trying to implement a mini day process to reading and still dealing with the anticivilization. I try to read every evening for at least an hour or two. I am finding it stimulating and uplifting, amazing what hope can do.
I have had some thoughts of despair and depression come against me, but they were fleeting and seem to have gone away after I keep reading the truth. So I say this to help others and let them know they are not alone in this feeling and it does go away quickly.
So excited to continue my journey with all of you.
Dave