I am a female member and I was always meant to write. My Friday Night Essence is writing. I am writing a book right now and my goal within the next 1-3 years is to be on the New York Times Bestseller List.

I cannot figure out what or how the 1st volume is going to help me with. Right now I’m in job working for the health care industry in an insurance company and my tasks are somewhat random and specialized at the same time, if that makes any sense. I don’t plan on staying here and that’s why it’s so important for me to focus on my Friday Night Essence. I’m trying to get a publisher and not having too much luck. In fact, I should be feeling like my life is getting better but I don’t feel any different at all…is this normal?

Please help!!!