I am 54 year old female. I have read all three books. I just became a Licensed Certified Massage Therapist. I have had training in aromatherapy and herbology. I love all the aspects of wholistic healing. I am starting a homebase business. During my going back to school for Massage, I was also a fulltime caregiver to ailing grandparents. They have died within the last few years. I am physically and mentally exhausted. I am changing my eating habits. Our financial situation has changed during this time. What would you suggest.